Ladies- Gents-
Relationships are tuff titties. Or maybe only the wrong partners lead to stressful relationships. IDK.
I am on the cliff of breaking up. Do I or Don't I. There's no turning back after I make the leap.
I am perfectly capable of being single. In fact - I enjoy being single. No one to answer to , no one to worry about. No body to fuss over- how to constantly impress them- win their affections- buy them awesome birthday gifts- torturous holidays with their family. Tolerating their obnoxious emotionally immature and perverted friends.
Being single I only have to worry about me... its the most selfish bliss ever.
Wake up when I want- do what I want- go where I wanna go- any time and with any one.
Only bad thing- is as amazing as that sounds- it is extremely lonely. After all life is love, and if that's what you're lacking- you tend to stress over it. Especially if all your friends have husbands, boyfriends, kids, live in other cities.. etc.
So I've been creating some distance- trying to figure out my move.
Everyone deserves to feel loved- that's why you get into a relationship in the 1st place- so when that falters- it makes you question your entire commitment and the future.
I mean I'm not getting any younger. Ultimately, I want to be married and have children of my own. But I also want a good man who puts me 1st and communicates and treats me like the amazing woman I am, and would do anything for me.
UGH- breaking up sucks. Ive never done it. Why cant he just be a great boyfriend?!
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